January, 2006

Bursting

by Julie O’Heir

Dear Dr. Chmiel,

I am about half way through the book, and it is simply amazing. I am reading it during all of my free time, so I hope to finish within 2 or 3 days. I have a habit of taking books I am reading in my purse when I go out, so I had the chance to read at Llewellyen’s while listening to a cover band play, “Don’t Think Twice, It’s Alright.” It was the first time in a while I felt like I needed to journal or I would burst.

Thank you for sharing this story with me/SLU/the world. It takes a lot of courage to share things like that, I can barely tell me best friend such things.

Thank you for your friendship.

Thank you for your love with/for Mev. It gives me patience for love to come & gratitude for love already gone.

Thank you for showing me the way, any way, every way. Whenever/wherever I go, you will have been part of my journey.

Peace,

Julie

Julie O’Heir is in her last semester of studies at SLU. A theology major, she took Social Justice in fall 2004. Her Women’s Studies Capstone project will be on the pagan spirituality of Mary Daly.

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No Time for Secured Transactions

by Safa Alamir

Doc,

I finally had access to my mailbox today. Your masterpiece was waiting for me. I needed it. I have been cold for months now; avoiding emotions, running away from hurt, fleeing pain. I was enraptured by your book all day. No time for classes. No time for Secured Transactions, Professional Responsibility, or Constitutional Law II. It was my time…for life. I was in tears. No, the book does not start off sad, but I knew the ending…not how it happened but that it happened.

Thank you for writing and sharing pieces of your heart, your soul, your mind, your adventures, your past, your fears, and your hopes. I needed it.

With love,

Safa

Safa Alamir is a second year law student at Washburn Univeristy Law School in Kansas. She studied in Social Justice in the fall of 2002.

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With a little help from friends

by Andrew Ivers
University News
January 19, 2006

In a recent discussion about his memoir-biography, The Book of Mev, theology professor Mark Chmiel compared the experience of creating this collection to the cover of The Beatles’ Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band—meaning that even though his (and his subject’s) name landed on the cover, hundred of other names and faces lay behind it.

For those who know Chmiel, the analogy isn’t surprising. Both in and out of the classroom, he almost always prefers to do things “with a little help from his friends,” as Paul McCartney sang.

In his popular social justice course, Chmiel asks that students make the same effort to understand each other that they make to understand the subject matter itself. And the two are often one and the same.

Indeed, most students find that the compassion advocated by Chmiel’s course readings comes alive in the little acts of community that crop up throughout the course—the conveying of personal stories, or the sharing of music, poetry or a short walk across campus, to name a few.

The same will be true for those who attend tonight’s Book of Mev reading at 7:00 p.m. in the Knights Room at Pius Library.

Designed to “reflect the polyvocal nature of the book,” as Chmiel put it, the reading will feature seven female students, as well as the author himself.

It will also allow for an intermission during which participants can mingle and share their thoughts with each other.

The story of Chmiel’s late wife, Mev Puleo—a SLU alumna, photojournalist and social justice activist—The Book of Mev is partly an elegy for a woman who died of a brain tumor at the young age of 32, partly a love story told in letters and memories, partly a catalogue of a blossoming life of faith and career in photojournalism told with her photographs and interviews.

Not only a celebration of a beautiful life, this reading, if it is anything like the two that have preceded it, will be a continuation of the communion that Mev’s legacy demands of those who read her words and view her photographs.

It might seem insignificant to some, but this kind of event is unique even at a place like SLU in that it radiates a compassion stronger than any prejudice, a patience that could cool any anger.

When we think of courageous underdogs, folks like Gandhi and Martin Luther King, Jr., often come to mind. Yet in a small way, the little acts of community building we engage in can be just as powerful, can just as completely change the lives of those around us by emiting hope and purpose in a seemingly-bleak world.

Two years ago, Chmiel spent 10 weeks in occupied Palestine. Upon returning to St. Louis, he gave a talk about his experience, in which he invoked John Donne’s famous “Meditation XVII.”

He sounded a single chime on a small bell, then let the tolling fade into the silence of the room.

Then he reminded us: “never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee.”

It’s a lesson that has stuck with me ever since—and one that will surely take me years to comprehend, let alone live.

Yet I have complete faith that each of us can strive to find that part in us that is connected to the larger human family, that part that states, as Donne did, “any mans death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankinde.”

In short, we can all work in our own ways to fasten the bonds of compassion.

As Mev wrote, “I truly believe that my camera is an instrument of communication that can help build community.”

Most of us won’t be leading any great social movements this afternoon—or anytime soon, for that matter—but we can engage great tasks in little ways, one of which is attending what will surely be an energizing event—this reading that will remind us life is not about a single voice crying out in isolation, a single face floating through unfamiliar crowds, but a chorus whose members complement each other, a congregation of individuals who each mean something special to each other, and to the whole—which, if we look hard enough, encompasses every human being.

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This commentary appeared in the Jan. 19, 2006 issue of The University News.

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A Rope in a Cave

by Gabriela Doural

Dear Mark,

Thank you for your writing. Thank you for opening the doors to your heart and the windows of a very fragile world.

Your book is an inspiration for those who wish to carry their passion through those windows and into the light of the truth. The Book of Mev is light in the dark; it’s a rope in a cave; it’s a song of compassion that brings hope to the human soul.

Gabriela took Thinking through Religions with Mark at Webster University in the summer of 2003. A native of Argentina, she is currently working on a book for young people.

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What can I say, what can’t I say?

by Laura Weis

Dear Mark,

Believe me, I want to tell you about how thoroughly I read, pondered, absorbed, reread, LOVED each and every page of your book, but then there’s me holding back, wanting to tell you in a perfectly worded way (I know, we’ve been through this 974 times already), a well-thought out, fully developed reflection (perhaps still wanting to impress you?), not leaving anything out (as if I’ll have only one chance to tell you what I thought). But how do you explain to someone the gravity of the impact they’ve had on your life? What can I say, what can’t I say? How do I phrase it? Can I tell you that it shook me to the core? Can I tell you that I felt all at once joyful, angry, grief-stricken, envious, confused, privileged as I read it? Can I tell you that one of the best parts was learning not only about Mev and her passions and pursuits, but also learning about yours? I want to convey to you the full range of emotions that your words evoked, but I’m not really sure how to begin (although I guess this qualifies as a sort of beginning). To be continued…

Laura studied in Social Justice in the spring of 2004. She is currently an intern working on Iraq and Darfur issues with the Friends Committee on National Legislation in Washington, DC. Some of her writings and reflections have been posted at the Center for Theology and Social Analysis web site.

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Faith and Social Justice

by Ellen Klopp

Dr. Chmiel,

I wanted to tell you that I did read The Book of Mev over Christmas Break and I loved it. When you had written in the book that you hoped it would help me in my journey toward social justice I was confused as to how it was going to do that, but it all became clear very quickly. I had no idea all the work that Mev had done! Plus, I could relate to the thoughts that she had. Obviously a lot of people have, but just hearing about her work through you is such an inspiration to me! I am now reading The Struggle is One and hearing her ask everyone what they suggest for middle-class Americans is just encouraging me more and more to continue working for a more just world. In addition, just reading this book is helping me be reconnected with my faith. I used to think about theology and faith more, and somehow in the midst of all my social work stuff I lost it. Seems like they should be more tied, but if you don’t try and want it to be that way it’s not. So, I’m grateful for the reminder of how faith can be tied into social justice work and also the importance of it for me. It makes so much more sense when you realize everything you do should be done in the name of the Lord.

Ellen took Social Justice in the fall of 2005. She is a last semester senior, majoring in Social Work.

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Live Life Now

by Eileen McGrath

Mark,

I hardly know what to write. I just finished your book (minutes ago) and was so moved by your beautiful remembrance of your wife. Through the pages of the book I fell in love with a woman I will never meet. I was inspired to live life now, to take the poor and marginalized into my community and to do it in my own quiet, reflective way. Your book at times made me envious of Mev’s extrovertedness, her ability to light up the room and touch so many people! Many times in my life I have wanted to be that person, but those are not my gifts, and that is OK. I can be an activist through my actions, so I don’t have to use my words. Thank you for encouraging such reflections. But I digress…

It was such a pleasure to be invited into your intimate relationship. I felt as if we have been spending numerous hours together discussing life and love. The reality of your relationship with Mev feels so familiar to mine and Peter’s. Peter is such a public figure, able to impress the group with amazing writing and speaking, but I see all sides of him and know the failings he hides from others. I can relate to your position in the relationship and felt a kindred spirit in so many ways. Thank you for this. Thank you for always making me feel as if I was a better person, more committed to justice and to the poor than I ever was. You expected more so I gave more. I will always have a little Mark sitting on my shoulder as I continue making life decisions. I fear I will disappoint at times but know that I will always remain committed in my own way to the call I have witnessed in you, and through your book in Mev. I pray that we will be friends for a long time to come.

Please pardon the Natalie Goldberg-esque writing style, but I feel less pressure to be brilliant when the pen can just keep going.

In peace, in struggling, and in love,
Eileen McGrath

Eileen recently finished her Physical Therapy training at Saint Louis University. She took Social Justice in the fall of 2002.

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Gratitudes in Nicaragua

by James Meinert
June 2005
Nicaragua

dear mark,

thank you. for sharing mostly. but for inspiring and allowing yourself to be inspired. i finished your book. i thanked mev also. for the same things. i have a confession. i used the breathing excercises you taught me. not to be in the present moment, but to escape it. maybe i was cheating. but i read your book on a bus packed with nicaraguans and like all book lovers, i couldn’t put it down. but after each paragraph i had to put it down, lest i created a scene as i broke down into tears. so i used the breathing excercises. to escape my emotions for a minute or two, only to return to them. and so you were there with me. as i was reading. thank you for that also. i fell asleep doing gratitudes on my rosary last night. i thanked mev again. both for what i was doing and for being the inspiration for the very act and the chance to be doing it here where i am. so thankyou for being honest. it was like a glimpse into those journals you keep, when all of us long in a sense to read each others only to be truly connected to someone when we find it so hard to simply be honest when conversing. i’ve started reading peace is every step. nhat hanh continues to be an inspiration to myself and megan, and we do quick meditations together sometimes. so thankyou, and i hope to see you at karen house in the fall, but if not, i’m sure our paths will cross.

Peace be upon you,
James Meinert

James Meinert is a senior at Saint Louis University. In the summer of 2005 he was one of the Mev Puleo Scholars studying and working in Nicaragua. He took Social Justice in the Fall of 2004.

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Life-Changing

by Erica Irwin

12.15.2005

Dr. Chmiel,

I just got done reading your book, and I wish now that I had written down my thoughts while reading because now I feel both emptied of and bursting with things to say. Unfortunately, I just finished turning in a lot of papers and taking notes while reading just does not seem appealing right now.

Wow, you guys wrote a lot. She must have been so disciplined to have journaled so much. I am envious. Everyone doesn’t need a book about them, but it would have been such a crime had you not written this. I am so glad that I, and all the other people who have and will read it, have been allowed a peek, a glimpse into the life of someone so amazing. I cannot imagine what it was like for you to write this. Besides it being so painful to remember her, writing it revealed so much about you, too! It was so brave of you to share so much about your own life as well as hers.

Perhaps I should have waited longer to write this because I am still in such awe! I just don’t know what to say. I am impressed by her life, and consequently so confused and saddened/crushed by her death. I don’t know if it’s weird that I’m telling you this because I’m sure you’re feeling it exponentially. Basically, I wanted to write to let you know what an impact your book had on me. Of course, it is cliché, but it is a life-changing book. I feel I can safely say that because (1) I couldn’t put the book down and (2) I cried through much of the second half and (3) I am convinced that I will not soon forget it. Those are my criteria for “life-changing book status.”

Thank you for sharing your life with us.

Sincerely,

Erica Irwin

Erica is a senior in American Studies at Saint Louis University. She studied in Mark Chmiel’s Social Justice course in the fall of 2004.

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The Energy of Love

Colette Hellenkamp attended the Book-Reading of Mark Chmiel’s The Book of Mev at Marty and Jerry King’s on May 27, 2005. Mark asked Colette to do the reading of the chapter entitled, “The Gospel accoridng to Mev.” Colette wrote this response later that evening.

5/28/05 12:06 a.m.

I just spent the most spectacular evening basking in the presence and memory of Mev. I was reminded of why I am so enchanted by her and compelled forward by her example. I allowed myself to receive the love that even just the memory of Mev kindled in the room. Her love is without question still very alive and present and active. Active and powerful. Tonight, Mev moved people to tears, struck people speechless, motivated to action, inspired prophetic love and diction, pushed people to take risks in the name of love and goodness and truth. Her “vibrant love” and passion and joy for every moment of life—truly re-centering and re-focusing for me.

And Mark. Oh Mark. So beautiful and energized in the love he holds for Mev still—unshakable, smug, grateful, adoring, proud. And he called me up at the end of his reading to read the last chapter of his book—a journal reflection written by Mev in 1991. This impromptu call to action and courage now leaves me speechless, in reflection. That has got to be absolutely one of the most incredible honors I have ever received in my life—to speak the incited passionate stirred genuine heartfelt authentic voice and heart of one of the people I admire most in life—and at such an important event and moment in the healing process for Mark and Mev’s community. And in such an open, public space.

For me, personally (besides being trembly and feeling very fragile and vulnerable for being called to act as this voice without notice), I was absolutely stirred excited inspired awed by the words that were coming out of my mouth as I read them even to myself for the first time. These precious words could have been words spoken directly from my own heart describing what I am all about, what I stand for, what moves me to action, why I am going to El Salvador, and why I live for and out of love. A public personal self-declaration. And yet those words were not my own. Mark is very clever and deliberate like that. It was an incredible, inspiring, deeply stirring moment for me.

I feel refreshed, energized, reminded, re-focused. So thank you, Mark, for this evening. And thank you, Mev, for the memory and energy of love and vision you leave with us today. I honor you, and I promise to walk with the passion and love and joy and conviction that your example calls us to.

NAMASTE.

Colette Hellenkamp

Colette Hellenkamp graduated from Saint Louis Unviersity in May 2005. She is currently working with CRISPAZ in El Salvador. She studied in Social Justice class in Spring 2004.

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Faith on the Margins

Mark will be a presenter at a student retreat, Faith on the Margins, sponsored by The Center for Jewish Studies of Baylor University, Waco, Texas, February 10-11, 2006.

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The Impassioned Eye

A Reading of The Book of Mev by Mark Chmiel with a little help from friends Erica Irwin, Tina Moode, Katie O’Brien, Julie O’Heir, Anna Paszyna, Poornima Shah and Jenny Thumann: Thursday 19 January 2006, 7:00 p.m., Pius XII Library Knights Room on the campus of Saint Louis University.

Sponsored by UNA, Amnesty International, Aquinas Institute of Theology, Pax Christi, Micah House, HALO, Arts and Sciences and VOICES.

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Jack Kerouac, Writing Guru

January 10, 2006

My friend Julie told me today that she is reading for the first time Jack Kerouac’s On the Road and is enjoying it. I recently finished Kerouac’s Windblown World: Journals 1947-1951, which has the following passage: “I’m going to write ceaselessly about the dignity of human beings no matter who or what they are, and the less dignity a person has the fewer words I’ll use. It’s the sheer humanness of a man that comes first, whether geek, fag, ‘Negro,’ or criminal, whether preacher, financier, father, or senator, whether whore, child, or gravedigger. I don’t care who or what—and that I should have cared before is an insult to Dostoevsky, Melville, Jesus, and my fathers.”

I first read Kerouac as an undergraduate, spurred on by a brilliant student and omnivorous reader, Ray Pruitt. In 1990 my friend Sheri Hostetler gave me a very short piece of Kerouac’s writing, “Belief & Technique for Modern Prose: List of Essentials.” Originally published in The Evergreen Review, Sheri had unearthed it while browsing in the Humanities Library at MIT, where she worked. I’d never read the list before but it took root in me such that, many years later, Kerouac was a guide to me as I was writing The Book of Mev.

Each of the four parts of the book has as an epigraph one of Kerouac’s maxims. Here’s the complete list of thirty.

1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Don’t think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form
27. In Praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness
28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better
29. You’re a Genius all the time
30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven

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How to Order

The Book of Mev is published by Xlibris and is available in Saint Louis at Left Bank Books. You can order through your local bookstore, or contact Mark at 314-531-1656, or send an email to MarkJChmiel@aol.com.

Paperbacks are available sliding scale from $23.00 (list price) to $18.00 (+$2.00 for shipping).

Hardbacks are available sliding scale from $33.00 (list price) to $26.00 (+$2.00 for shipping).

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Poverty and Riches /1

Mev. . . now what kind of name was that? I’d heard the name Maeve, which is an Irish name, but Mev was Sicilian on her father’s side and German on her mother’s. Plus, she spelled and pronounced hers differently. Where did “Mev” come from? She informed me early on that it was a nickname a grade school friend had given her, short for Mary Evelyn — Mary for her aunt and Evelyn for her mother. It had stuck ever since seventh grade. Even after being around her only a few times, it was clear she acted more like a “Mev” than a “Mary” or even “Mary Evelyn,” as “Mev” was original, short, and brisk. She later informed me that the scientific abbreviation mev stood for a million electron volts.

One morning, I observed Mev and Gustavo Gutiérrez walking together through the outdoor dining area at Maryknoll. She had first studied with him in 1985 at a summer course at Boston College. Suzanne mentioned to me that Mev had secured an interview with Gustavo. It wasn’t such an unusual experience for Gustavo to be interviewed that summer, since there was so much hoopla surrounding him, including a press conference and write-up in the New York Times. But for Mev, it was a major opportunity to ask her most pressing questions to someone whose theology had been nurtured amid poverty and suffering, as opposed to academic conferences, air-conditioned seminar rooms, fax machines and ever-expanding libraries.

The 1988 Maryknoll Summer Program was intended to celebrate several anniversaries. First, we honored Gustavo’s work on the occasion of his 60th birthday. Second, we took note of the 20th anniversary of the Latin American Bishops Conference at Medellín, at which they gave voice to the need for a preferential option for the poor. And third, we marked the 15th anniversary of the English publication of A Theology of Liberation, Gustavo’s most famous book and one updated for publication that summer.

Gustavo lived in Lima, worked at the Bartolome de Las Casas Institute, and served as a pastor to the poor in the slum of Rimac. Although he had become one of the world’s most well-known theologians, he was quite humble, taking all the festivities and testimonies in stride, appreciating people’s affections but also remembering that his work made no sense apart from his struggling people back in Peru. To those folks, he was simply Padre Gustavo. He didn’t appear prey to the kind of self-important individualism of our usual American celebrities.

Later that summer and into the fall as I got to know Mev better, I learned that she — peripatetic photographer, devotee of the poor, interviewer of liberation theologians — had been born into an affluent family, the fourth child of a middle-class mother and a father who had lived the rags-to-riches ascent of some Sicilian immigrants. She had grown up in a fashionable suburb of St. Louis, gone to preppy Catholic schools, and traveled to China, Africa, Europe and Latin America on vacations. Yet after university studies, she moved into a poor neighborhood in North Saint Louis and tried to bridge these distant worlds of the rich and the poor. For someone with all of her advantages and privileges, Mev had been more committed to experimenting with downward mobility and voluntary simplicity than being ensconced in an upper-middle-class enclave. In her interview, Mev’s questions to Gustavo were those of a passionate young woman concerned, anxious even, to find her place in this world of gut-wrenching poverty and soul-numbing wealth.

Interview

Mev: In recent years people are talking more about the spirituality of liberation theology. How would you describe this spirituality?

Gustavo: First, we have to say that spirituality is a “way” to be Christian. Spirituality is more important than reflection. Or, to be more exact, all reflection on faith (theology) is inside of something more important: the way to be Christian (spirituality).

What I just said is true for all theology. It seems to me that behind liberation theology there is a spiritual experience of a liberating God, the experience of innocent suffering, the experience of the hope of the poor.

Mev: Why do you describe the suffering of the poor as “innocent” suffering?

Gustavo: I believe that here “innocent” doesn’t mean “not a sinner.” Every person in some way is a sinner; that is, at some time he or she rejects the love of God and neighbor. Innocent in this case means someone who suffers a situation that she doesn’t deserve. I think of children in my neighborhood, for example, who are malnourished and spend their days in the street. They don’t deserve this kind of life. They don’t deserve to live in such small houses and sleep with the whole family of six or seven people in only one room. This is what we call the suffering of the innocents.

And it’s not only the children: This is true for adults as well. There are people who can never eat what is necessary to live humanly or have a house with enough room to live with dignity. These are great sufferings — sufferings of innocent people because they don’t deserve this suffering.

Mev: You speak from time to time about humor. What is the role of a sense of humor in theology and in ministry with the poor?

Gustavo: I talk about not taking ourselves too seriously. I believe that humor is something that allows us to take a certain distance from things so we don’t feel too much in the center of everything. I often fear that living in the midst of such severe problems we understandably tend to think that ours are the greatest problems of humanity. We even tend to take theology and people doing theology too seriously. I also consider humor important in life because it helps us not to be closed to other things and persons. I believe that one of the greatest victories of those who oppress the poor is if they can make the poor bitter. Bitterness makes us closed to other people. One thing I see and admire in poor persons is that they know how to keep up a certain capacity of happiness, and humor is an expression of happiness. The joy of the poor is not superficial.
The poor have a sense of humor, though not intellectual or refined humor. The children in my neighborhood have a great sense of humor. The intellectuals, on the other hand, tend to think they are the center of the world. Also, people who are worried, tense and busy tend to think that the whole world revolves around them. For people like this, humor is great therapy.

Humor lets us laugh at ourselves and the events in our lives. I don’t mean we should laugh at other people. Humor doesn’t mean making fun of others. I’m impressed by the Bible with its many expressions of humor. Taking ourselves too seriously is an obstacle to the Gospel.

Mev: Are there different kinds of “poverty”?

Gustavo: For me, the poor is the insignificant person, the non-relevant person. No one pays attention to the poor person in society or even in the church. A great majority of these “insignificant” people are poor, in the economic sense. To be discriminated against as a woman, for example, is to be poor, insignificant. But, you know, the great majority of insignificant women are poor, economically speaking as well.

Now there are human problems besides poverty — old age, loneliness and alienation. Not all suffering is from poverty. But real poverty is characterized by death. Real poverty is people with no means to live with human dignity.

Mev: We are sometimes criticized for our consumeristic lifestyles and the influence of our culture abroad. Do you notice this in our context as well?

Gustavo: I believe that this is the nature of a rich country. Consumerism is to consume for mere pleasure more than is necessary. This is exactly the contrary when you come from a poor country. The things I notice the most seem like a joke. That is, here in the United States the most sought-after foods are low-calories. The most valued food in poor countries is food with calories. It’s understandable, but it’s an incredible contradiction. Here, the people want to eat food with as few calories as possible to not gain more weight and people in poor countries try to eat food with many calories to gain at least a little bit of weight. We come from very different contexts. Consumerism is certainly a very great human deformation. Furthermore, it brings a permanent search for money and buying, encouraging us to forget the needs of other persons. Consumerism truly blinds people. This is very strong in this country, as in all rich countries. It’s also strong in Europe, Canada and Japan.

The United States does have a very big influence. I believe that through the means of communication, such as the TV, the North American way of life is very present among other peoples. Some of the positive values are present here, but also many limits, such as when people from our cultures want only to imitate the North American way of life.

Mev: What are your own hopes, then, for people who are born rich?

Gustavo: I love to answer this remembering a sentence of Dom Helder Camara. He was in Switzerland many years ago criticizing the Swiss banking laws. You know, there is more Latin American money in Switzerland than in Latin America. Dom Helder was very critical of this. He finished his speech affirming in a very simple way, “It is more important to be Christian than to be Swiss.” The next day a daily Swiss newspaper asked for the expulsion of Dom Helder Camara for insulting the country.
Very frankly, I think that for Christians in this country it is more important to be Christian than to be North American, just as it’s more important for me to be Christian than to be Peruvian. Thus, I’d desire that the rich people of a country such as yours have a big consciousness of their responsibility as human beings and as Christians before the poverty of this world. Also, it seems to me that there are things that will not change in Latin America if things don’t change in other parts of the world — in Europe, the United States or Asia. I believe that our problems today are more universal and planetary. I come here to teach because it’s good for persons in your world to know more directly the voice and reflection of the poor of Latin America. Also, we need the solidarity of people in this country. Solidarity from other Christians is really important for the poor of Latin America.

Eventually, Mev shared her musings with me. “The poor of the Third World are often said to be voiceless. But that’s not true. They’ve got a voice, but we’ve just got to hear it. I’m going back to Latin America next summer.”

I asked, “To Brazil?”

“Yeah, I’ve got friends in Brazil, and I’m going to interview them and their friends and see what they have to say about faith and hope and love. Who knows,” she chirped, “maybe I’ll go to Peru and see Gustavo.”

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About the Author

Mark Chmiel received his B.A. in History from Bellarmine College in Louisville, Kentucky (1982). Thereafter, he worked as a Lay Minister in Social Responsibility at two Louisville Catholic parishes, St. William and the Church of the Epiphany. During these years, he worked with the local Sanctuary Movement (providing shelter for Central American refugees) and the Pledge of Resistance (advocating a cessation of U.S. intervention in Nicaragua); he also traveled to Nicaragua and Guatemala.

In July 1988 Chmiel began studies for a Master of Arts in Theological Studies at the Maryknoll School of Theology in Ossining, New York. Chmiel met Mev Puleo at the Maryknoll School and they traveled to Brazil in 1990 when Puleo did field research for her eventual book, The Struggle is One: Voices and Visions of Liberation (SUNY, 1994). Chmiel also traveled with Maryknoll professor and Jewish theologian Marc Ellis to Israel and the Occupied Territories during the Palestinian intifada in 1990 to participate in a conference on Palestinian Christian theology. His reflections on that experience and his Master’s thesis, “On Chomsky, Language, and Liberation,” were published in Naim Ateek’s edited volume, Faith and The Intifada (Orbis, 1992).

Mark Chmiel and Mev Puleo married in June 1992 and both were enrolled in doctoral programs at the Graduate Theological Union in Berkeley, California at the time of Puleo’s diagnosis with a brain tumor in 1994. Chmiel and Puleo left the Bay Area in 1995 for Saint Louis, where Puleo was raised and had family and friends. They settled in the Forest Park Southeast neighborhood; Puleo died six months later in January 1996. Chmiel completed his PhD in Religion and Society from the Graduate Theological Union in 1997. He began teaching at Saint Louis University, where he is Adjunct Professor of Theological Studies, and at Webster University, where he is Adjunct Professor of Religious Studies. He has taught courses in Social Justice, The Culture of Nonviolence, and Spiritual Practices in Daily Life. In 2000, his essay “Three Essentials in Undergraduate Education” was published in John Kavanaugh and Donna Werner’s edited volume, What’s Ethics Got To Do with It? The Role of Ethics in Undergraduate, Graduate, and Professional Education at Saint Louis University (Saint Louis University Press, 2000). In 2001 and again in 2005 Chmiel received one of the Student Government Association Faculty Excellence Awards at Saint Louis University.

His first book is Elie Wiesel and the Politics of Moral Leadership, which provides a provocative view of one the most acclaimed moralists in recent American history and raises important questions about what it means to be a responsible intellectual in the United States. About the book, historian Howard Zinn stated, “Mark Chmiel offers a bold and much-needed analysis of the moral pretensions of one of our country’s most prominent public intellectuals. His thoughtful and measured examination of Elie Wiesel’s ideas and actions reaches beyond the subject of this book into the heart of what is moral behavior in a troubled world.” Catholic theologian and feminist Rosemary Radford Ruether observed, “In this courageous book, Mark Chmiel details the ambiguity of Elie Wiesel’s moral witness. On the one hand, he has been a powerful voice calling the Western world to account for the Holocaust and intervening in other social tragedies. On the other hand, he has been consistently unwilling to respond to the plight of the Palestinians, victims of the Jewish state. In conclusion Chmiel calls those concerned with a consistent moral witness today to pay particular attention to the politically disregarded victims, whose victimization exposes the imperialism of the dominant powers.”

His articles and reviews have appeared in Journal of Church and State, Journal of Peace and Justice Studies, Journal of Palestine Studies, The Tablet, The Ecumenist, Holocaust and Genocide Studies, The National Catholic Reporter, Tikkun and Cross Currents.

Mark Chmiel is a member of the Core Community of the Center for Theology and Social Analysis, a grass-roots educational and activist collective in Saint Louis, and a long-time volunteer at Karen House, a Catholic Worker House of Hospitality for homeless women and children in North Saint Louis. For a sabbatical in the fall and winter of 2003, he worked with the International Solidarity Movement in the West Bank and Gaza Strip.

Mark Chmiel can be reached at:

4514 Chouteau Avenue
Saint Louis, MO 63110
Phone: 314-531-1656

E-Mail: MarkJChmiel@aol.com

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The Gospel according to Mev (Last Chapter of the Book)

The Gospel according to Mev (The Human Form Divine/4)
Mev’s Journal, 7 January 1991

This is changing my life! It is — as I read these words of commitment, Sylvia – “It is a time to take our option for the poor to the ultimate consequences, that is what we’re trying to do in this community, to go to the ultimate consequences of the option we’ve made.”
And I think that our world, primarily at the instigation of “my” country, is on the brink of war – nuclear potential, no less – and I am in the process of conversion. This is a significant moment. The convergence of hearing daily the words, stories, laughter, challenges of people who have made an option and are paying the cost, are reaping the grace — I am called. I am called forth to say no to injustice, war, the preparation for war. I am called forth to yes to life, yes to diversity, yes to the stepped-on ones standing up and claiming what is theirs.

This is a turning point in my life. I was an activist in college, engaged in various ways. But the Middle East situation has told me that my life as usual can’t continue when such massive bloodshed is being planned, discussed, prepared for! It makes me sick. There is not a moral indignation, but a moral revulsion, nearly physical, that impels me to move, to do, to deepen my reflection, to put my body out there on the line. Enough. Stop the bloodshed. Repent. God have mercy. God, empower us to strive and struggle with integrity, love and humility for a better world, to strive and struggle courageously, willing to risk, willing to be inaccommodated, placing our freedom on behalf of others’ unfreedom — empower and inspire us to act creatively and justly and lovingly and disruptingly. Life as usual cannot go on, as it grinds the poor into the dust and sand – sick, sick, sick. God, heal this sick world and let us be your hands. Condemning no one and afraid of no one. Putting our bodies before the wheels of the great machine that crushes the bones of the poor, blacks, gays, PWAs, elderly, children, orphans, strangers, Jews, Palestinians, Latin Americans, Iraqis, U.S. soldiers – no more. No more. No more.

Some things are profound enough to interrupt our lives. And, as I watch the war machine grow more deadly, the world more precarious each day – I listen to the voices of prophets and saints and “good persons doing good things locally,” yet stretching their voices globally through my ears, eyes, and hands – they are calling more forth. The communion of saints. Toinha, Goreth, Sylvia, Dom Pedro, Clodovis, Carlos Mesters – all. You are a mirror, and it sometimes chills me and embarrasses me to look at myself in your light. I feel disgrace, a need for mercy, a need for your strength to pull forth to me. You who have lived through death threats and dictatorships, monstrous bishops and abuse from Mother Church, you who walk daily attending Lazarus’s wounds. Help me. Move me. Be with me. We are one. Yes, the struggle is one. The struggle is one.

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What are We Waiting for?

by Nina Diamond

“I truly believe that my camera is an instrument of communication that can help build community. The lens is the eye of my soul, through which I touch the world and the world touches me.” — Mev Puleo

It’s one thing to find your life’s calling early, and quite another to have the guts to go after it full throttle. All this, plus a beloved at your side? You’re golden. If you’re religious, it’s almost as if God were lifting you up.

Mary Evelyn “Mev” Puleo traveled the world as an award winning photojournalist, then brought back images of the poor and suffering to be an activist on their part. She bore witness to homelessness and to struggles for social change – from Haiti, to El Salvador, to Brazil, and even to the streets of her hometown St. Louis – ever alert to how her work might bridge the gap between rich and poor, ignorance and advocacy.

But what happens if such an impassioned life is derailed by a terminal illness? What does that diagnosis mean – for you, those in your circle, and your faith?

With the muscle and delicacy that befit his subject, Mark Chmiel has written a formidable tribute to his wife’s life and premature death at 32, 21 months after her diagnosis with a malignant brain tumor. A kaleidoscope of everything from their love letters; to her photographs and interviews with leaders of the liberation theology movement; to the words she delivered before crowds of 90,000 at 1993 World Youth Day with the Pope; to song lyrics; this rich and remarkable book celebrates the life and work of a unique human being.

The Book Of Mev, however, is more than one woman’s story, or that of the husband she left behind. It offers an honest examination of what it means to be a person of devout faith in a time when the organized Church is plagued by scandal and division, and how – if one has the courage to absorb it – this profoundly changes one’s personal relationship to God.

Mev’s story also resonates deeply at a time when wealthy conglomerates influence as never before everything from economics, to politics and religion, to daily life and thought. From Islamic fundamentalists in the Middle East and Africa, to the religious right in the United States, religious extremism threatens to command the stage and the debate worldwide. In this shadow, Mev’s life and its determined, practical expressions of faith, are symbols of hope for the countless people alienated by such extremism who are all but invisible in the mainstream press.

Mark says, “For some people, cancer allows them to figure out what they’re meant to do with their lives. Mev had figured it out already. She was already pursuing her dream.” If for no other reason, her story has a lot to reveal to us about ourselves and how we choose to engage with the wider world. Are we fearless? What are we waiting for?

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Table of Contents

Acknowledgements
Prologue: Writing/1

PART ONE
Face to Face/1
Seeing The World/1
Poverty and Riches/1
Face to Face/2
Being Present/1
Gratitudes/1
Exchanges/1
Meanwhile, Elsewhere in The World …/1 (Dissidents/1)
Love Letter/1
Reading/1
Sitting/1
Seeing The World/2
God/1
Accompaniment/1
Meanwhile, Elsewhere in The World …/2
Poem/1 (God/2)
Crisis/1
Love Letter/2
Life without Mozart
The Gospel according to Ilza (The Human Form Divine/1)
Exchanges/2
Day in The Life/1 (Love Letter/3, Remembering the Dead/1)
Prayer/1 (Being Present/2)
Sitting/2
Prayer/2
The Gospel according to The State Department
A School/1 (Dissidents/2, Remembering The Dead/2)
Mutual Aid/1
Uprising/1
Reading/2 (Dissidents/3, Writing/2)
Nicknames/1
Writing/3
Poem/2
The Gospel according to Maria Goreth (Accompaniment/2, The Human Form Divine/2)
Love Letter/4
Face to Face/3 (Community/1)
Reading/3
Poverty and Riches/2
Face to Face/4
Letting Go/1
Remembering The Dead/3
Meanwhile, Elsewhere in The World …/3
Face to Face/5
Bearing Witness/1
Day in The Life/2
The Gospel according to Ann (The Human Form Divine/3)
Poverty and Riches/3
Face to Face/6
Remembering The Dead/4
Bearing Witness/2
A Few Words with The Pope
A School/2
Seeing The World/3
Hair/1
Meanwhile, Elsewhere in The World …/4 (Uprising/2)
Letter/1 (Mutual Aid/2)

PART TWO
Peril
Hair/2 (Letting Go/2)
Facing The Facts/1
Prayer/3
Crisis/2
Being Present/3
Mutual Aid/3
Facing The Facts/2
Reading/3
Perspicacity
God/2
Letting Go/3
Nicknames/2
Letter/2 (Community/2)
Good-bye
Letter/3 (Dissidents/4)
Love’s Mansion
Bearing Witness/3 (Community/3)
Exchanges/3
Letting Go/4 (Facing The Facts/3)
Letter/4
Letting Go/5
Accompaniment/3
Crisis/3 (Community/4)
Facing The Facts/4
Powerless
Parents’ Love
Day in The Life/3
God/3
Reading/4
Poem/3

PART THREE
Accompaniment/4
Community/5
Fortitude
Remembering The Dead/5
Letter/5 (Gratitudes/2)
Accompaniment/5 (Letter/6)
Community/6
Lamentation
Reading/5
Seeing The World/4
Prayer/4
God/4
Accompanment/6
Poem/4
New Life
A School/3
Meanwhile, Elsewhere in The World …/5 (Dissidents/5, Remembering The Dead/6)
Writing/4
Bearing Witness/4
The Gospel according to Mev (The Human Form Divine/4)

RESOURCES
Books
Music
Web Sites
REFERENCES

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Magical Thinking

November 27, 2005

I’ve just finished Joan Didion’s book, The Year of Magical Thinking , which won a Pulitzer Prize this year. Didion’s book recounts the death of her husband, John Gregory Dunne, and the simultaneous, grave health problems of her daughter, Quintana. Here’s why she wrote the book: “This is my attempt to make sense of the period that followed, weeks and then months that cut loose any fixed idea I had ever had about death, about illness, about probability and luck, about good fortune and bad, about marriage and children and memory, about grief, about the ways that life ends, about the shallowness of sanity, about life itself.” [7]

As I was reading Didion, a passage came to mind from Marcel Proust’s In Search of Lost Time, volume 7 (Time Regained). Here’s the narrator, also known as Marcel: “In reality every reader is, while he is reading, the reader of his own self. The writer’s work is merely a kind of optical instrument which he offers to the reader to enable him to discern what, without this book, he would perhaps have never perceived in himself. And the recognition by the reader in his own self of what the book says is the proof of its veracity, the contrary also being true, at least to a certain extent, for the difference between the two texts may sometimes be imputed less to the author than to the reader. Besides, the book may be too learned, too obscure for a simple reader, and may therefore present to him a clouded glass through which he cannot read. …”

Or would have perhaps forgotten. Why do we read such books? Back to Kafka’s Axe. To break open the frozen sea of amnesia inside us. I remember several weeks after Mev died, friends Trish Curtis and Mike Goeke took me to spot the eagles up by the river and on the way home Trish said that someday I might miss the intense feelings re: Mev because right then I was still feeling her closely. And Didion’s book, which brought tears to my eyes in spots, helped me to remember, to connect, to think back to those days with Mev, our marriage, the way we did things. Here’s a list of excerpts from the book that banged me between the eyes…

… and ran the dishwater and filled our (I could not yet think my) otherwise empty house even after… [5]

There was nothing I did not discuss with John. Because we were both writers and both worked at home our days were filled with the sound of each other’s voices. I did not always think he was right nor did he always think I was right but we were each the person the other trusted. [16]

What I remember about the apartment the night I came home alone from New York Hospital was its silence. [17]

… through the winter and spring there had been occasion on which I was incapable of thinking rationally. [35]

In times of trouble, I had been training since childhood, read, learn, work it up, go to the literature. Information was control. [44]

Their little mantra: “I love you more than even one more day,” an Audrey Hepburn line. [68]

I wanted more than a night of memories and sighs. I wanted to scream. I wanted him back. [75]

“Third nerve” and “brainstem” were words that I would hear more often than I wanted to during the weeks to come. [95]

I had no answers. I had no prognosis. I did not know how this had happened. [99]

I would lie down. I would watch the local news. I would stand in the shower for twenty minutes and go out to dinner. [116]

What would I give to be able to discuss this with John? [146]

I did not believe in the resurrection of the body. [149]

“A single person is missing for you, and the whole world is empty,” Philippe Aries wrote to the point of this aversion in Western Attitudes toward Death. “But one no longer has the right to say so aloud.” [192]

We imagined we knew everything the other thought, even when we did not necessarily want to know it, but in fact, I have come to see, we knew not the smallest fraction of what there was to know. [196]

It was the first piece I had written since 1963 that he did not read in draft form and tell me what was wrong, what was needed, how to bring it up here, take it down there. [213]

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